yeh so sunday i woke up about 7:40 am and within 40 minutes there was a little confrontation between me and my mother.

question “did you eat that last piece of cheese in the fridge”

answer “yeh I’ll go buy it back soon”

instant argument initiation.

now the kind of guy I am makes me wonder what to do in the situation.. I’m not the talkative type me and my mother have next to nothing in common so its very odd for us to talk about anything because we’re so far apart, in what we do, and how we live, morals and principles and beliefs also seems kind of different.

I do love my mother a whole lot and I definately know i do not show it nearly enough.. but it kind of comes from the fact that there are things she does that make me dislike her as an individual.. (I still love her she’s my mother) but she has a lot to learn.. This may sound kind of boasty/rude comming from someone more than 20 years her junior however I see her make too many foolish mistakes and no one should ever correct her or else it would turn out into an argument my solution eventually became leave her alone there is nothing that can be done for those who do not wish to accept help.

Anyway with regards to this mornings argument and the crying i really feel like shit making my mom cry by indirect events which obviously affected her emotionally because of how i deal with situations, I promise from hear on out to make every attempt to show that I care. I just wish she would understand that me caring doesn’t necessarily mean that i cannot be annoyed by lilttle foolish things she does that i know she shouldn’t have anyway i’m signing off i’m heading to church. I need some Jesus.