Taylors Tribulations

I really dont know what to call this one.. but newayz.. i was at work early again from 7:15 actually i used the 45 minutes before work to clear a whole level of prince of persia rival swords on psp. Work is now fully in session but i just wanna go home :(.. I’m tired from badminton and not going to bed early. The plan for the day is to finish of a site for this restoration company and then do some work on manning cup cuase time is running out on me for that project and the season is near yet again.

This evening i plan to link up with owen-san to purchase me a gamecube for the otouto - (little brother - correct me if i spelled wrong mr jamaipanese) . His birthday was saturday and i figured why not get him something coolish.. its not brand new but it plays games just the same.. There will be a late out of the blue gift for him in about 3 months.. A computer something nice.. not too spiffy it will be running edubuntu, figured why not introduce him to the goodstuff at a young age. Told my friend about the plan with the computer and he said i’m brain washing my little brother into using linux from such a younger age when he doens’ tknow how much better the alternative is.. psssh w/e the technical aspects will make him stronger.. Strong will the source be in him.

This kid that i met at a video shoot is throwing some mothers day show on sunday, wanted me to take some pics for him (cover the event) but my damn cam hasn’t been purchased as yet. This really sucks.. but w/e sacrifice for the rebel xt in me .

aaahh I gone do the people dem work now still suh lata.

One thing i noticed about this weekend past. I barely got to sit infront of my computer.. Its odd.

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Friday after staking out about 4 atms to get some cash all having lines that lookedlike oversized dragon tails.. I resortign to getting my aunt to change a cheque I had on me. while getting that changed i got a phone call “yow you got a nokia 6111 sellin in parts” apparently someone saw my post on techjamaica. “yeah i got it what do you want”? guy says screen i say 4k.. i really meant 3 but i know the darkness of techjamaicans.. guy says how bout 3 immediately i comply sure i’ll cut you some slack (lol).. thing is the phone was in mona so despite my plans to stay home this weekend i ended up in mona…… so i’m there and mathew pulls up.. heading off to play badminton but it seems nobody booked the court or rather the guy that normallty does it wasn’t going to play this week so it was cancelled.. the result. me n mat playing badminton for about 3 hours.

 Now I’ve always.. and i mean always seen this sport as a sissy sport prancing around hitting a ball they call a shuttlecock wtf is that shit?.. anyway i’m playing i’m playing and i’m enjoying it.. my phone rings i’m annoyed. a car passes i’m annoyed. btw where’ playin inthe middle of the street.. battling against wind resistance and all that shit.. but it was fun non the less. we finished about after 12 in the morning. i got up really late the next morning…. i got up really late the evening rathre maybe about 2pm.. tired as hell.. and the funny thing is after feeling like that at about 7pm on saturday.. it was badminton again for about 2  hrs. Sports are fun.. so from no on my friday evenings will be spent playing badminton at the chinese benevolence association.

oh.. formall apology to all badminton people i’ve told to go play a real sport. ma bad mang… keepying that lil thing in the air is difficult.. sometimes you can barely see it coming.. and the thing is i was playing with the slow shuttles (one with the green ring)

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Last night i got home saying i’m gonna do this and that and the other.. and the last thing i can remember doing is opening up a tab in firefox and that was it.. I passed out immediately No clue of the time.. no memory of what i wanted to do. nothing. I remember my aunting waking me up “there’s someone on the phone” i go tup took the phone and i couldn’t hear a word.. onlything i remember hearing is “TAYLOR…” beautiful voice too.. couldn’t figure out who the woman on the line was though.. i eventually passed out seconds after putting the phone down.

I got up this morning and my aunt was laughing at me saying someone called you last night and you took up th ephone and was babbling all sorta stupid shit.. I”m like WTF why didn’t you stop me..  Now i’m trying to figure out what i’ve said. I’ve figured out who it was that called me.. This beautiful young woman. T.G.W initials is all you get. what i said to her i’m not sure though.. gonna call her as soon as i get home to see what i did.

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Day two of this saga this frikkin drama continues. I was early today again.. I spent 30 minutes in traffic trying to get to work from a 5 minute distance drive maybe 10minutes if you walked really fast. I still got here at 7:50 am even though my goal was before 7:30 am. However early is early.

I got introduced to a few new anime in the past week. really good stuff. 1080eye and shini from animesynergy been rolling in the anime line up for us to select what we’re gonna watch for the spring season..

here’s 1080eye’s report card for the spring anime line up

Of that list i have selected about 4. they are in order of preference

1. Darker Than Black (DARKNESSES DARKNESSES)
2. Claymore (its been a while since I’ve seen em talk about demons and half demons (inuyasha was the last)
3. Heroic Age (kinda got some matrix symobilc links)
4. Kaze no Stigma (magical / fantasy.. i love those)

Koutetsu sangokushi seems slightly watchable but as 1080eye said. the hero is such a bitch.. But maybe they did it to show character growth later on.

Photography wise i haven’t done shit. and the JCDC competition is really only weeks away. The deadline for all contenstant applications are on May 11, 2007. I haven’t even figured out my concept as yet.. as to what i wanna show to the world. I do know however that it will be either a.. Landscape.. or b Nightshot.. Sea scape I would like to try but i’m not so sure about that yet.

Thing is however. that i will selly m current cam on saturday to buy a new one which i planned to use in the competition. will it get here in time.. We can only hope.

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Made the final decision on friday the whatever day of april it was that I’ll try my best to never be late again. I strolled into the gleaner at 7:30 am this monday morning. I plan to give it my best in keeping this commitment. I’ve also been thinking about my interpesonal relation ships with people in general.. This may need some adjusting as well. To what level I’m not yet sure.

Another factor to address soon is my level of professionalism, I feel it has fallen.  I’m starting to do procrastinate on a lot of things that I generally didn’t. However with one thing to address at a time, while ensuring to keep the previosly addressed situation in check; I think i will be able to do this.

I’ve already put financial safety nets in place for my self in the event that i just up and quit my job cuase.. I’ve been having that urge alot as of lately reasons behind it. Who knows for sure, Maybe i’m just bored easily and its time to move on, or maybe they’ll find something to keep me entertained at work. (but thats not really thier job is it).

I’m really trying not to make my methods of change which i will apply to result in me shutting my self in a box from people and the world but I’m lacking alot of things now and I think i need to work on the I an  i and forget about everything and everyone right now. The younger me I know would so kick my ass right now If he saw what I’ve become, my habbit and so on in comparison to Where i wanted to be at this age.

Wish me luck fellow bloggers. I go to implement Changes.

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YOOOOOOOOWWWW i’m back.. i’m trying to fight it though bbut my techjunkie urges are at their peak.. i see some stuff that i want.. including that new cam.. but i dunno if i’m really gonna take the plunge as yet.

I also found out that its possible for my qtek 9100 to utilize the blackberry service. yep.. its got a blackberry mail client so i can use push email technology and best of all pay for internet on a monthly basis 1500 per month instead of the disgusting gprs costs…

To all ma linux peoples you better get amsn. its the closest port to msn on linux.. it even gives web cam functionality.. I love it.. love it love it.

um….  I also saw this webcam that i think i’m gonna ownerize really soon along with this watch.. amazon takes all my money when i go on these sprees :(..

here’s the fossil watch.. here’s the logitech web cam..

The watch i’ve been watching for quite some time now.. i dont have a watch ne more and i love the look of that one therefore. i must have it. the web cam is me making use of my 3mb connection to video chat with some hot chicks :)..

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Another of the intermitent stay home weekends. Odd I guess but it wasn’t too bad. Felt kinda nostalgic to be honest Watched some anime that i used to watch as a kid running home to the tv after school, Gundam Wing endless waltz, played some psp and watched some more anime. There was this line from Endless Waltz that was so beautiful.. sad but true and beautiful.

Peace Revolution and War, the worlds destined endless waltz. We see this waltz performed probably once in our lifetime but our kids will live to see it once and thier kids and so on. moving on

Seeing Heero and the gang kicking ass and taking names gave me the same thrill as it gave me the first time watching it. Wing Zero, DeathScythe, Heavy Arms, Sandrock and the misguided Nataku.. along with some help from an old enemy Talgeese. Endless waltz gets 5 stars from me

I watched full metal panic I LAUGHED TILL I FRACTURED MY SPLEEN.. yeh… its that funny definatly worth the watch.

I watched witch hunter robin.. This one i loved.. I can’t help but be sympathetic to robin.. she’s so innocent. The ending i didn’t mind even though it left it open to speculation i’m prettys ure that robin and amon didn’t die.

Watched the tenjou tenge ova’s Man aya and maya natsume too hot for them own good. That was also a nostalgic kinda vibe.. brought back some memories. Saw nagi souchirou use the black dragon transformation technique…. WICKEDLY SICK MAN :).

This now was out of pure boredom.. I watched barnyard.. to my surprise it wasn’t that bad but.. I’m kinda ashamed that I watched it in the first place.. that kind of boredom should happen to no one.

I did some paper work for animesynergy. I’m thinking of doing something to monetize the site a bit.. Wrote up this proposal for someone will let you know if that went positive or not.. Wish me luck.

Also a friend of mine.. the windows enthusiast Matt is giving ubuntu linux an attempt. after a 3 day trail and error phase of silly mistakes which could happen to anyone one he’s finally up and running with beryl and all and just a few seconds ago he completed his media support by installing the restricted formats and win32codecs. Im honestly proud. He agrees that linux is fun to play with.. whcih is what i think keeps me to the os than using windows. even though things are more difficult I prefer it this way… I dont get bored. I patiently await to hear his feed back and feelings about linux after a first hand experience.. I also impatiently await the release of the next distribution of ubuntu linux fiesty fawn.

p.s.. I finished this psp game i been playing for sooooo long. 300 march to glory it seems i took so long because my psp joystick is going.. so leonidas was always taking a stroll on his own.. or fighting the direction i want him to walk in.. :(.. here’s a review 300 match to glory for psp.  I loved it every minute of it.

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As i sit in my cubicle space listening to some evanescence (whisper). I said to my self. what am i doing with my life. Yknow like really what is my goal, what have i been set here to do. Away from money i realized that my mind was blank.. I’ve been brain washed by society, friends, and hardships of life i guess to only having one thing on my mind… MONEY truely is the root of evil, and sadly we all need it just to get by.

I’m tired of my daily routines to tell you the truth. Work isn’t much fun any more and the wonderful friends that I have at work.. aren’t all that wonderful. there’s really maybe 2 of them, How long will these friendships last I dont know?? What i’m saying really is right now.. i really dont know what i’m doing with my life.

I was reading afrodite’s blog a few days ago and i definatly picked one thing out of it that i must do.. stop taking my family for granted.. i think i rely on my friends mor ethan my family, I mean i’m kinda harsh on my mom and lil bro at times and he’s only….. I dont even remember his age.. how horrid right.. i dunno any more man.. i’m gonna die and leave this all eventually anyway. This wave of depression might just send me where i’m going sooner than later. I’ve been having really bad dreams as of late there is no happiness. Yesterday morning before my mom left for work.. i called her and i hugged her.. something that before that i honestly dont knwo when i did it.. if i ever did it since i was 19.. :(. my brother i’ve started talking to more.. even though were like yars apart i’m trying to find some common ground to speak to him on.. cuase the age gap between us will never be reduced.. maybe i can get him into a few th8ings that i like.. photography maybe.. i dunno… I’m thinking of planning little hobbies and trips for us all in the future.. maybe that’ll bring a gilimer of light back into my life cause i need it.. i definatly need it.. whatever “it” is i know its missing.

Relationships i no longer fuss over i’ve been single for as long as i can remember maybe highschool. I’ve cut out the want / need to be with someone behaviour. Some people are just meant to be alone i dunno when i want companionship i generally have those kind of “girl friends” to call on, and no i dont just mean sex. um..right now i’m just staring at the flourescent light rod in the cieling and typing.. when i move my head i’m sure i’ll be blind.. or see that light spot for a few hours… lol.. i kinda needed to not see anybody in my office while righting this to clear my head. i know this might seem jumbled but.. its how my brain is worki at the moment pretty un organized i need to straighten stuff out..

um.. whenever

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