It has arrived december 1st 2009 code named birthday. A few have remembeRlred, I appreciate it, a few have forgotten, I appreciate it. As for the others it don’t matter much. Birthday has chosen a week day to execute its sadistic plans of realization of life, status and evidently self. I say this to operation birthday’s comander, I will not be swayed by your brutal timed attack, there is still plenty of fight left in this body.. So choosing a day when I’m at work: will this make me annoyed, possibly let’s see what happens. Will it make me sad, kinda cuz I would love if I was out shooting instead. Quite likely tho its going to be a very normal day just like yesterday was n possibly tomorrow ifour lives make it there. The only ray of light I’ve had so far is my fiance’searly morning call. And seeing her this morning before work. Anyway that’s enough of a ramble from me today, I bid you farewell.

Losing your portabiilty is never a great feeling. However having a system that works, and is easily replacable on a component basis is very “calming” so to speak. My mind is now at ease relative to me losing mywork tools. The desktop isn’t super powerful as i was on a “fix it now” budget.

1. intel core 2 dou processor
2. 1 gig of ddr2 ram
3. everything else basically onboard
4. dvd burner

Thats about it.

Oh and a busted monitor my friend so kindly lent me to use temporarily till i can purchase a flat panel lcd of my own.

Thank God the pc came together as quickly as it did. Other wise i’ld have missed out on 2 photo gigs i did recently.

In other news. Web application development is boring me to death.. I do it now solely for the pay check at the end of the month. And i’m currently studying for linux+ certification from which i’ll pursue LPI 101 + 102. Want a couple certs worth mentioning (anyting but A+ IMHO).

I’m also still going to go to edna manley for photography classes. Never know what I’ll learn that i thought i already knew.

Driving.. Yeah I have learnt. confident in driving now. I just need to go do the stupid test and get it over with.

Work…..

Social Life: Friends are still there. we kick it on saturdays in mona, xbox 360, Rock Band 2 guitars 1 mic.. Planning on getting the drums in xmas.

The holidays – Afraid of buying too much based on the economical situation at hand. A canon 30D was my planned purchase to use for a wedding I’ll be back up shooter for in xmas. If i can pull in extra cash by way of photojobs I’ll be getting that rig for sure.

Oh as for the evil laptop. It’ll be fixed in december maybe january. I guess thats the xmas gift I’ll be getting.. well not so much as its a work tool. { also lookign on the crumpler brazillion dolar bag for my photo equipment.. finally i’ll be able to take my laptop with me with my gear without 2 bags.. IF I GET IT}

On the Health side of things I’m still going hard at P90X this is my 3rd week officially 4th unofficially. Will be moving to phase 2 next week all being well.

We all know nothing sells easier than sex.. Sadly its harder for a christian to sell you salvation for your soul than it is for a hooker to sell you a blow job.. anyway.. I came across this and instantly gobbled up the link… WITH DELICIOUS.. lol. Pussy Drink. made from natural juices. WOW..  those can’t wait to get a taste later just buy a can??? wtf.. well from what it seems its just an attention grabbing name. there is no vaginal juices involved nor is there the liquids of dead cats.. or live ones for that matter. all a marketting ploy.. Which can either work tremendously or fail just as strong…

Daily compositions are made from 6 through 12, dawn to dusk, some days the resultant of the ochestra i direct chant magnificent sounds for the world to see. On some days i’m so lost i’m not sure how to steer the symphony, everything derails, clamouring confusion from 6 through 12, dawn to dusk. Good Days bad days we all have em. too bad the former isn’t the majority that’ld be good. alas life is but a seasonal dream with its proof in duality of everything. sick and healthy, day and night, summer and winter, autumn and spring. universal proof of ying and yang. Hope we all find a bit more Ying in our daily lives.

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the result of just opening the blog window and saying what will i write today. Coming up with nothing of interest i decided to just freestyle something That came out.

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Sometime between Friday of last week and monday of this week, I lost my buscard….. I’m one of those monthly budgeter so i typically put my monthly commute expense on my card at once. $3000 generally does it every month with a $1000 top up occassionaly totaling at a max of $4000 for the month with change to flow into the next mont.

What this generally means is after allocating my savings my bills my photography expenses my other expenses I’m generally tapped out. So this bus card loss was nothing less than hell. Broke beyond recognition an refusing to touch my savings as I’m saving for a purpose and refuse to use the cash. i had to tough it out for the whole week.

I got to thinking i must be able to get my bus card credit back on a new card and took a trip to the bus station in half way tree and spoke to one of the top up clerks which instructed me to call one miss Edwards at the jutc offices. It seems as luck may have it when i started using the bus services my first card which i had was damaged and they issued me a new one which they registered on issueing which allowed them to track how much fundz was put on my card and how much remains at any point in time. as a result On monday I get a replacement card with my remaining fare debits. How awesome is that. And all this time i thought jutc was a pattyshop hiding under the guise of by articularted and triarticulated buses with air condition units and cushy seats.

You know when you just have tooo much things doing, yeh thats me currently. Operating a young business, Photography, Freelancing, Full time job, Learning everything (photography, programming, marketing, PR skills, interpersonal and communicational skills) the learnign never ends. Trying to find a suitable girlfriend. All this while still relying on public transportation. It is hard as hell yo, but life isn’t hard, I should be starting edna manley school of arts for a photography course in september this’ll make things even harder, I’m having second thoughts but i’m definitely gonna do it one way or another.

On the female counter part issue I thought i found her but i may still need to keep searching it seems. To love and not be loved in return is a horrid thing, anyway moving on. on the physical activity side of things there’s been badminton and a new addition to the mix Squash. (not so sure I’m gonna like it) first squash game should be this thursday.

I’ve been on an extended blogging vacation but lets how that I’m actually back.

I’m not all hyped up on the whole black man for president thing. I could care less as long as who’s in power does what theys hould do right… so w/e.. secondly i’m not american and i guess my voice really doesn’t count. However Obama’s gonna win yo. Unless hilary can like cry tears that cure cancer or something to that effect its over for her. Take a look at this vid You may have already seen it.

At the end of the day yo the entertainment industry got a grip on the world like nothing else does. The young adults can easily be swayed into voting for obama through this video. No it isn’t screaming vote obama. but its pushing a message delivered by obama in a speech.. which is indirect support of him by artists such as will i am of black eyed peas, common and john ledgend all prominent african american musician with a pretty decent career. Good luck hilary. I take no sides on this remember i said it above i’m not even american so my voices doesn’t count i’m just sayin….

Yes its a 50 cent song. but currently it holds more meaning to those of us still living in jamaica. This morning the lady that delivers the gleaner didn’t do her rounds (yes even though i work at the gleaner at times i still buy the paper). Thanks to the internet that didn’t affect my morning.. i could still read the news and drink my Tea and do my morning meditation and what not. So straight to my rss aggregator i wen and clicked on all the latest additions.. the one that shocked me the most was Bread prices rise again. Now i’m speaking with someone about it and he asked what are we gonna do about it.. and all that came to mine was the 50 cent lyric.. “Get rich or die trying”. I didn’t mean it from a crime lord perspective either. However with jamaica’s current state food is gonna be considered a luxury to people who could just afford to get by. So your left with no option but to get rich so you can afford to live or die trying to do exactly that.

Bread is already over a hundred dollars like $120 if i’m not mistaken. Say a house hold has 5 people in it a loaf of bread can easily be finished within the morning (breakfast).. Brace your self my fellow jamaicans Hard times are ahead.

Hailings and whatever not that other people say when they haven’t seen people in a long time. Yes I’ve been absent in a while, Yes I’ve not blogged Yes, I’ve fallen into the blog negletor category. It wasn’t without good reason though.

1. I deserved a break.
2. I didn’t really have much to write on anyway
3. I was busy as a mother fawker ( still am to tell the truth but i’m talking time to drop some websters on this bitch)
4. Tired of my routine so i guess taking blogging out helped a little.

So now i’m back.. I’m not promising any unrealistic bullshit like yeh.. 1 blog per day..

1. I’ve got a live.. not the greatest one but good enough
2. I’ve got loads of responsiblities both online and offline So the blog cant really suck up too much of my interweb time ( i have many internet children) so if anybody wants to become a guest blogger to keep my content flowing your welcome any damn time (*drink to that*)
3. There is life outside of the internet.

Now unto something i saw yesterday on the bus, A little girl.. sitting in one of those blue chairs, she was’nt  handicapped or anything but she and 2  little kids were sitting there. all happy and w/e.. the bus drove out the park at about 5:30 and ran directly into traffic about 30 minutes into the wait in traffic (the bus hasn’t gotten that far from down town kingston either) i see this little girl start fidgetting like crazy. twtiching and going nuts.. i’m like oh. so thats why she’s got the blue chair.. not being rude or anything just putting 2 and 2 together.. then it started getting worse.. at this tiem traffic started flowing a bit.. about 6 we were all on our way then she started goign nuts. twisting turning.. looking up and down. i turned my music up and turned away. cuase it was becoming disturbing..  eventally someone was getting off the bus so i had to stand properly.. when i turned aroudn to face the seat she was sitting. i notice the defensive manuevers she was pulling.. every second looking up at me.. (creepy).. as the person got off i turned back around and stood in a very uncomfortable position just so i didn’t have to see her.. when we got to the portmore mall, a lot of people were coming off the bus. she did this odd get up and dash across the bus passage thing.. she took one of the small boy’s that were sitting with her… he stood there loooking lost.. i turned around to see a blue chair full of liquid.. which was dripping off unto the bus floor.. then it all clicked. omfg she just… she didn’t.. she wouldn’t.. then i turned around and she was gone..  only the small boy remained. everyone stood astonished..t hinking she just deserted her brothers who were no more than 5 maybe.. turns out she was trying to frame the kid.. as the seat pee-er.. the kids mother was a few rows down.

This is the first I’ve ever seen anything like that in my entire life.. I know she definatly wont forget that as long as she lives.

a co worker pointed this out the other day.. and jah know it ruff on Micheal Jackson.. man cant even print.. at first i took the picture in black and white and i never even notice the way how the man look.. it never make a difference in color. look at this